I hate it

I hate myself . I hate myself when i talk bad behind he/she . 
I REALLY WANT TALK FACE-TO-FACE to SOMEBODY THAT I HATE . URGHHHHHHHHHH 

The girl , i really dont like you . i dont know why . 
i think i really dont have any topic can talk with you . 
that day we were really embarrassing , AIGOOOOOOOO . 
I really want to apologize to my fault , i knew that i can't to show like that . i hope that you dont mind okay . 

THE GIRL (*&^*#$@$%^&*) 
F You 99 
I really hate you , since you broke the friendship with ... 
after that , i acted i can be classmate with you . but i can't 
your acting was GOOD and your HIAO-NESS really SUPER ZZAN ! 
I knew that i should watch my language but to you ? NONEED . 
Got what punishment that you did ,  i think this simple rules YOU ALREADY KNEW RIGHT ! 
I really felt sad because the girl scolded by you , 
you act that you were the innocence , AHAHAHAH quite funny lohhhhhhhhhhhh 

This topic stopped at here .

OmO , Last thursday was AGM !!!! What can i felt right now is FREEDOM . but after sports day i can feel really FREEEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMM :s WEEEEEEEEEEE 
Cousins are going to America next tuesday  :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 
Sports day is coming , PMR TRIAL IS COMING  , UEC TRIAL 2 IS COMING . 
this two weeks holidays SEEMS LIKE NOTHING . :( 
I NEED TO PAY ATTENTION & CONCENTRATION ON MY STUDY . 
I get the bad marks on my exam . i really sad , i really dissapointed . 
I really thankful because my class teacher told me what should i do right now . THANKS GOD . 

有时候我真的觉得你不应该这样做的咯，不管你是不是我的朋友
如果有一天我真的看到你再次这样， 我会告诉你 ，我是要你改过好吗。
朋友， 专心读书了。你是可以的 ，现在到我开始颓废了...